Friday, February 27, 2004

chi test was like sheet. din realli finis. rushed 3 days of hw during recess today coz i haven been doing them. haaha. yeah last last nite i dreamt of hy n kesh hahaa.

o level results are out today. went to see wif renee n wt n +++ i'm happy for the sch. improved so much n now we're under great stress haha. i'm happie for the ppl who hav scored well. but i'm oso sad for those who din score as well as they wanted. i'm not even the one taking my results but yet i was as excited as them? when i see some ppl cry, coz they're happie or not happie, i juz suddenly feel sad too, n felt like crying a little? but no i din of crs. when my turn comes 2 yrs later, i dun wan to face disappointment for the 2nd time, although my 1st disappointment led me to sc = ) i dun wan to go there, get my result slip n cry coz im disappointed n blame myself for not trying hard enuff... i hav never cried for any academic things b4, except the only one time last yr when i got back my freaking bad sci results haha... haizzz watever no use crying over spilt milk.. as long as u hav tried n gave it ur best shot. its better than having not tried at all. its juz a learning experience... taking chi paper this yr.. i dun wan.. u noe wat, i realize i'm crapping. but nvm.. arghhh o levels... should i run away fr it? no i wont. haha. aniwae, whoever is disappointed, dun be sad kae.... haha

aniwae, cedar did well too.. its funny how ppl's feelings get influenced by another person's. u juz feel like as if u are them or smtg??

crap. aniwae, i noe how many ppl noes my blog. haha. jess, nata, yiyan, yr, renee, dawn, n me.. hmm 7 pll n tts gd. haha n 2 are my rmmates so they're not realli counted...

played for a while in the band room juz now.. then finished up my drawing. off to obs on mon.. i'm so looking forward to it... renee at least u can stay home or go vietnam now... = ) haha i'm positive mr tang noes me, well.. he looked at me, called my name, n asked me to ans a question. then, when he had to find a nother person to ans another ques, he had to go hunting for the class list!! doesnt tt mean he onli noes me?! this is bad mann haha...

cooked for jess.. i'm so kind rite hahaa n my pasta is v nice. much nicer than tante's n she still can come n say tt its too sour when her own pasta is practically tomato sauce with onion.. idiot pig... hmm the corn's nice too= ) n potato... vvv tired n sleepy.. going run 8 rounds tmr.. oh juz now vene n hy went to e band room for a while n weiling din come... haizzz she ar... ok see ya tmr (7) ppl haha nitey...

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