Friday, February 20, 2004

HAIZZ.... screwed up physics test so badly. 1min-1mark 5min-1page in the end, 3min-1 half pages haha crap. dumb la iscrew up almost every single test oredi so yeah.. does it matter tt much? actualli, yes.. haizzz

im like in a state of depression now? my results are going from bad to worse. i lack the discipline n blah. its onli the beginning of the year n i'm dying. dunno how i'll cope next time. help. motivate me to study. smack me n make me study. now tt im deproving im still as slack ass ever... how? arghh nvm

n now i think tt my standard of playing my horn is oso below standard. i mean mr yap is not satisfied with me, i think,,, n my sense of pitch, rythmn n sight reading is so bad... it'll take alot alot of effotr to improve my self... sighzzz..

blahhhhhhhhhhh.... i need to work damn hard this year. but now i'm so slack n nthere r so many distractions n playthings around me!!! someone help me!!! wake me up! i need to get back my resuls n practice playing my horn...

looking at the stars in the pool is so nice.. feel so soothing or smtg... yeah its juz nice.. sort of make me forget of evrything for a moment.. but i cant be in the pool, staring at bthe bright night sky forever. i need to get back to reality.. pull me out.. wake me up....

|| flatburger || flew at 11:45 PM